@35

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@ 35, am officially gray. I have a couple of gray hairs. but still can't beat atang's. hahaha. but isn't it too early to have gray hair. I remember Mak had hers when I was in the secondary school, and she was in her 40s.

@ 35, alhamdullillah I have everything that I need, have almost everything that I want, and waiting for another wish to come true, hopefully soon. amin.

@ 35, we nearly had a new addition to the family, but tak da rezeki. Allah knows best.

@ 35, I try to see things more broadly, now I understand what professionalism means. I try to look for strength from the weakness, because I believe that the weakness is the token of strength. tetiba nak buat SWOT analysis.

@35, alhamdullillah, I never knew I have the ability to motivate others, because I find it difficult to motivate myself. I get this kind remark lately from my students, maybe I understand their problem more because I myself know how it feels when you feel so low, so at the bottom and hopeless. But all I did is to listen more. They just need a push, little encouragement. Happy to see them walked out of my room with a smile on their face, well I hope I did lift a burden off their shoulders. Talk less, listen more.

@35, I still have a lot of questions linger in my head. Still looking for the reason why am I here. But I believe Allah has a better plan for me.


Until next time, think positive and stay positive, inshaAllah everything will be OK

p.s. @ 35, my uncle passed away at makkah. He was 61 yr old. He was a simple, down to earth person. He died because his heart had failed on him, asbab kematiannya. Al Fatihah.

yours truly,

Me Academia

Tak sempat nak bercerita kat sini...

Anyway, dah ada official blog, chewah... bukan ape, nie sebenarnya my CV. Feel free to read, "The Faculty of Minds". Please note that this has nothing to do with the Malaysian band 'Butterfingers' ya, though it is one of my favorite local band.

Until next time, think positive and stay positive, inshaAllah everything will be OK

yours truly,

bijaksana

wow...sangat teruja melihat hasil kerja adik-adik petang tadi. ini berkaitan aku menggalas tugasan berat yang telah diamanahkan petang tadi. kalau diberi peluang, nak lagi. hahahaha. tahniah kepada adik-adik kerana berjaya mempamerkan kreativiti serta hasil yang inovatif walaupun masih terdapat sedikit flaws, but hey they came with zero knowledge and experience, and were only given basic skills, but they managed to manipulate the knowledge and skills very well, and delivering awesome projects. syabas adik-adik!

tugasan berat...

semenjak kembali bertugas, rasa sedikit asing dengan dunia yang suatu ketika dulu aku pernah menjadi hambanya. banyak benda juga yang perlu pelajari, banyak terma-terma yang sampai sekarang aku masih keliru. aku pun ada sedikit malas untuk betul-betul absorb dengan benda-benda yang baru ini. alhamdullillah aku juga belum lagi dipaksa dan terpaksa memahami polisi-polisi, prosidur-prosidur baru yang kini menjadi igauan ngeri mereka-mereka yang lebih senior dariku, saat audit tahunan tiba tidak lama lagi. apa-apa pun pasti tak lame lagi aku akan terpaksa menyertai mereka-mereka ini, yang sudah pastinya menjadi salah satu tuntutan kerja aku nanti...

eh...apa yang aku merepek ini....

tamat la sudah riwayatnye...

baru sahaja kelmarin aku ternampak kelibatnya melangkah dengan teratur dan tenang di tepi parkir sewaktu aku dalam perjalanan ke pasar malam. melihat keadaannya yang agak lesu dan perutnya sedikit memboyot yang aku pasti isinya bukan disebabkan makanan yang lumayan, tetapi kerana diisi bakal warisnya, terdetik dalam hatiku, ke mana tujunya dan sudahkah perutnya diisi. tetapi pertanyaan itu berlalu begitu sahaja, lantaran mobil ku meninggalkan kawasan parkir tersebut.

Hujan panas

Seharian panas terik, petang menjelma masih lagi dengan terik mentari, hujan turun tanpa bunyi, semakin lama semakin lebat, semakin lama semakin kedengaran....

In search of the King

Belum musim, tapi kelibatnya merata-rata...